Saturday, February 19, 2011
I have no idea why they wana get involved so much. I mean, especially when you're a guy, and you start to get as kehpoh! Waliao, perempuan pun kalah, bro! And please Mister, don't be as dumb to even believe what you hear. Find out the truth before you start to jump to conclusions and accuse people as much, okay? I mean, both of you are old enough to think, what's right and what's wrong. So, please, make full use of your common sense, alright??? I've had enough of all the accusations you've made and all the attitude problems that you give. And yes, with the help of my cousin, Kak Nana, I realised that it's not worth a single dime for me to even reminisce about what's that happened nor to cry anymore. I don't wish to abandon everything just like that. But hey, if you can have what you want, so can I. I don't wana be stupid to just go on with the flow and have sorrows conquering me up. It's not what I want. Even I, do have a life to live. And even I know how to move on. So, don't you ever get yourself to thinking that I'm weak. After all, you never cared. All you did was to just put the blame on me. You keep on searching for all my faults, thinking that you're always the right one, the perfect one. But hey, always remember that, NOBODY'S PERFECT, kay bro? You'll always stay as ego and wait for me to admit that it's all my fault and wanting me to plead for your forgiveness. Well bro, like my mum said, "If he wana continue being the new him, then you gotta be the new you as well, Adik." No more, Ms Nice Lady here okay? I'll get as even if you get as terrible. No doubt, I've never put our memoirs to waste. It'll always be remembered by me and so, trust me in what I say here. I enjoy being with you and our times together. But, I can't let all these to just go on for the whole of our lifetime, right? We gotta mend things up and do something about it. So, here I am, doing something. All I want is for you to just wake up and start to recognize things. Like what Kak Nana told me, "This is the perfect time for him to have some growing up to do in himself." And yes, I totally agree with her. And yes, when there's something that you do for somebody, please, be sincere, okay? You don't have to expect anything in return. It simply tells me that you're not sincere when you actually expect something in return. Learn and grow up, bro. Change your mindset, please. I don't wana continue being in this situation. It's not healthy. I really hope that this time-off of ours will initially make you think, learn and grow up. Nevertheless, I'll always be here to help you out, though. All this doesn't mean that I hate you already. I never did, okay? It's just that, I want you to realize that the mindset that you have now, is totally wrong, alright? Haiss, it's all gone with the wind now. I'm really sorry but, I have to do this for the sake of us. Tskk! WAKE UP, PLEASE. WAKE UP! See ya. |
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