Well, this time round, my post's gonna be a little complicating.

I'm gonna mix and match my update with both English and Malay. So, standby all.

I'm definitely losing hope and faith already. With whatever that's going on around, I can simply assume that, you just don't care anymore and there's nothing that I can do about it.

But please, I'm tired of waiting and hoping. I can't live my life with such a mess. I don't wana keep on hoping and shedding my tears non-stop when you don't even bother. For once, please, let's just settle everything and end it once and for all.

If you think that you've had enough of everything, then so do I. But hey, be matured enough and don't leave your problems with no solutions to it. It's not gonna work, for sure. Please lah, be matured enough.

I don't mind if you wana end it all just here. I'm definitely fine with it. But please, don't leave me clueless here. It's not how it's supposed to be, you get me? Kalau you rase you dah penat dengan all this, let me tell you something. I lebih penat daripada you, okay? Every now and then, I harapkan you to atleast contact me in a way or another. But then, it just didn't happen. 

What else can I do, you tell me??? Takkan I nak all the way bodohkan diri and let myself drown with all this pain, kan? 

Please, clear things out. Haiss. I'd rather we lose our relationship in a better way than to let it left hanging around, waiting for the answer/solution to be given to it. I really hope that you'll knock some sense into yourself and realize things. I don't want it to be too late (if you get what I mean).

XOXO