Since I have the time to give it a little update, then, I'm doing so now.

Yes, pretty much that it's been dead for quite awhile and yeah, I think that nobody's visiting this page anymore, though (u.o)

Lots and loadsa things have been going all around and I swear, it's something that I truely hate. Specifically, most of it comes from my relationship. Yes, we just had our very first anniversary a few days ago and things are starting to go wild and tipsy-turvy again, nowadays. 

Frankly, we're on the rocks now and I have no idea on what else that I should do. 

All I feel like doing is to just let everything off my mind and set myself free from all the troubles that I'm going through. 

But that, is definitely immature =.=

For now, I gotta just let things be how it's going to be. I can't be the only one mending things and putting myself in a situation like I'm in a relationship with myself (if you get what I mean).

Since he wants to leave things hanging around and being undone, then, that's exactly what I'm gonna do. 

For me, it's simple. I'm putting a mirror right in front of him. Whatever he does/treats me like, is exactly what I'm doing for him. 

If he were to be nice and treat me lovey-doveyly, then, I'll do the same. But if he were to give me nonsense, then, he deserves the same. 

Like now, he's acting like he's living a life on his own. And so, can I.

Right here, right now, not a single soul knows of what I'm going through. That's exactly why I acting hard, pretending that nothing's bothering me when actually, I'm about to burst into tears~